With All I Am - by Hillsong

Special English Service at Singapore Expo Hall 4...~

Today... Sunday, 8 November 2009...~

I have attended the Special English Service organised by New Creation Church at Singapore Expo Hall 4 for the first service this morning at 10 am...

When I was almost reached Simei Road and Upper Changi Road, there were traffic congested problem towards Singapore Expo. The vehicles were slow moving for more than 15 minutes...

My favourite bible verses for today will be Job 33:8-12 and Isaiah 59:14-16. I will be able to remember this beautiful phrase that Pastor Prince tell us... "Those who plow iniquity, give trouble..."

This concert service is awesome as I do enjoy it with my friend, Agnes and her mum.

We have our heavy lunch at Macau Express Cafe. Subsequently, we have planned to go Downtown East, E-Hub for some Internet game and chilling out there...

I have attended the Grace Discovery Class at New Creation Church...~

Today... Friday, 6 November 2009...~

I have attended the Grace Discovery Class at New Creation Church at Suntec City Mall Level 6 in the evening but they have missed my name. I need to register at the counter once again coz they can't find my name in the attendance list.

Pastor Joshua is the speaker for the Grace Discovery Session 1 Class. There are around twenty-five people in the class. Our lesson has ended as late as 9.45 pm...

It was a tired day for me coz I have slept late last night. I have been playing Cafe World until I become crazy sooner or later...

I have attended the sermon preach by Pastor Joseph Prince for the second service at 11.30 am...~

Today... Sunday, 1 November 2009...~

I have attended the sermon preach by Pastor Joseph Prince for the second service at 11.30 am...

As usual I will meet up with Agnes at the overflowing room - Gallery West Level 3. There are too many worshipper today as we are unable to go to small cosy room as we use to be seated there. We need to go to another room instead.

My favourite bible verse that preach by Pastor Prince for today will be Proverbs 3:16... "Long life is in her right hand, in her left hand are riches and honor." Another bible verse will be 1 Corinthians 2:6-14... Wisdom from the Spirit...~

We have our lunch at the Food Place at Raffles City. After our lunch we go shopping at Robinsons and have our tea break at McDonald...

We buy a lot of things from Robinsons Level 1 alone in the evening...

I have attended the New Creation Church Welcome Party at Suntec City Mall Level 6...~

Today... Friday, 30 October 2009...~

I have attended the New Creation Church Welcome Party at Suntec City Mall Level 6 with my niece, Lina and her classmate, Pei Fong in the late evening...

We enjoy playing the funny game with other members and watching the short introductory slideshow that host by Pastor Gabriel...

We get to know another nice pastoral leader, Lily Lai as she has treated us well and patience when we are sitting at the welcome lounge before the session...

My modem is stable and in good working condition ever since the last maintenance on the 15 September 2009...~

My modem is stable and in good working condition ever since the last maintenance on the 15 September 2009...

When I have tried to flashback my memory for the lost signal of the modem break intermittently since Wednesday, 2 September 2009 for the whole week, I was rather upset and disappointed with all those mysterious incidents that occurred to me at that time...

These mysterious incidents indeed made me turned crazy at times. I need to overcome it with fear most of the time...

I have to learn to stay calm and cool when I need to handle those unnecessary stress in me so far...

For all those mysterious happenings that occurred to me during the past months are indeed a mystery gift for me. As it will be an unforgettable memory in my life...

God favour be upon us always...~

Today... Tuesday, 27 October 2009...~

I have attended the New Creation Church Home Care Group meeting this evening as I get to know more and more Christian friends there as well. There are twenty care group members attended the meeting this evening...

Our leader, Shawn Ang is discussing and teaching us more of God goodness and God favour be upon us always when we have faith and trust in the Lord...

We have a good time there after the care group fellowship supper as the meeting ended as late as 11.00 pm...

A bad incident and memory that occurred two and a half year ago when I first sign-up for Starhub MaxOnline Express Plan...~

A bad incident and memory that occurred two and a half year ago when I first sign-up for Starhub MaxOnline Express Plan through the sales enquiry hotline...

Two of the Starhub Technician, Sofian and Shazari have been ill-treated me and behaved in such a very unprofessional way when they came and set-up the Linksys Wireless Network at my house on Friday, 13 April 2007...

Sofian arrived my house at 3 pm, he had tried to fix-up the modem and the router at my house until 7 pm but the wireless connection still can't set-up properly.

Subsequently, he brought another technician, Shazari who was much more senior to visit me between 9.30 pm to 10.20 pm but the wireless connection still can't set-up at that time even though he had already tried for seven attempts to set-up the wireless network at my desktop.

Eventually, they just left my house after that and wanted me to sign the blank Starhub Contract on that night when they had visited me. Of course I never listened to them as I will need them to fill-up the form properly then I will signed at last.

Finally, they will shown me a "back face" in returned as everything still can't work coz I was unable to access Internet even on that night.

I called Sofian the next day to seek assistance and advice but he simply referred me to Starhub Technical Support Hotline and even sms me to write-in officially if I was not satisfied with his reply at last..!!

The other technician, Shazari has given me a "fake" handphone number when I tried to call both of them at that time..!!

Is this the right attitude and behaviour to treat a new customer in this manner..? I am rather upset and disappointed with them at last..!!

I meet up with Agnes at Suntec Convention Centre Gallery West Level 3 today...~

Today... Sunday, 25 October 2009...~

I meet up with Agnes at Suntec Convention Centre Gallery West Level 3 today.

After the church service preached by Rev Col Stringer, we have our lunch at Just Noodles at Suntec City Mall. We go shopping together at Robinsons as I get to sign for more on all the purchases include Brands vitamins and Loreal skin care products...

I have a wonderful and enjoyable day coz I get to meet all my old friends in Robinsons store...

I am at Suntec Convention Centre Level 602 for the English Church Service with my niece...~

Today... Sunday, 18 October 2009...~

I am at Suntec Convention Centre Level 602 for the English Church Service with my niece, Lina and also her two classmates Pei Feng and Wen Jun.

I am quite angry with them so early in the morning coz the church service has started at 11.30 am but they arrived at 12.45 pm as Pastor Prince has already preached the sermon half way through and the Praise and Worship already over...

Lina hope that I will invite them more often to the church service coz they are unbeliever. This will be the second time she has enjoyed listening to Pastor Prince's sermon. She love his preaching coz his sermon is so lively and interesting...

Two years ago I was at New Creation Church, two years later I am back to this Mega Church once again...~

Two years ago I was at New Creation Church, two years later I am back to this Mega Church once again...

I would prefer to go to the service preach by Pastor Joseph Prince most of the time. No doubt the journey is rather too far away for me but I am pleased and spiritually filled with God's words when I was there in the service most of the time...

I enjoy the fellowship lunch and shopping trail with Agnes, Rix and Grace all the time...

Whenever the sermon that preach by Pastor Prince, I have observed that the queue will be rather long. My niece and her friends who visit the first time at Suntec Convention Hall like his humble and interesting sermon as well...

The favour of God always be with us forever...~

Till I See You ~ Hillsong (with lyrics)

Our unknown future is secure in the hands of our all-knowing God...~

We may well be dismayed at what life has for us this year and next, but our Shepherd knows the way we're taking. And He goes before. He will not lead us down paths too dangerous or too arduous where He cannot help us. He knows our limits. He knows the way to green pasture and good water; All we have to do is follow.

Child of My love, fear not the unknown morrow, Dread not the new demand life makes of thee; Thy ignorance doth hold no cause for sorrow since what thou knowest not is known to Me...

Our unknown future is secure in the hands of our all-knowing God...~

歐得洋-六色彩虹MV

I have attended the first home care group meeting for New Creation Church this evening...~

Today... Tuesday, 13 October 2009...~

I have attended the first home care group meeting for New Creation Church this evening at 8 pm in the host of Hui Chin's house at Block 573 Pasir Ris...

Its so co-incident that I have met my close friend, Catherine's ex-colleague, Linda at the care group meeting. She knows me long time ago but I don't know her coz I just look familiar to her at last...

Our care group leader, Shawn is kind and friendly. I love those worship songs coz they are my favourite NCC's songs that I know of...

I met another two more sister-in-Christ, Karen and Evelyn when I walk towards the bus stop after the care group meeting as well.

God is so awesome as to answer to all my prayers request all the time...

People and things come and go...~

People and things come and go. But the spiritual satisfaction Christ offers sustains us in this world and will endure into eternity...~

What comes from man will never last. It's here today, tomorrow past; what comes from God will always be the same for all eternity!

Invest your life in what pays eternal dividends.

The secret of waiting at all time...~

The secret of waiting at all time...~

Nowadays, I am learning to wait and to be more patience for almost everything happening in my life...

I am learning to play more game from Facebook but it makes me turned crazy coz I feel that I really too addicted on Cafe World game until I wake up middle of the night to check on the cooking. All my friends will laugh as well... Lol...~

I am trying to plan out the cooking schedule properly as I will just take it easy now...

If God cares for birds, will He not care for His children?

When we face difficult circumstances, fear may cause us to wonder if God is aware of our situation. Jesus' teaching assures us that God cares deeply and is in control. His tracking of our lives will never fail...~

I would tell the Lord my longings, roll on Him my every cares; Cast upon Him all my burdens, burdens that I cannot bear...~

If God cares for birds, will He not care for His children?

God has not promised to keep us from life's storms but He will keep us through them...~

Knowing that God can use all things for good is more than enough reason to give thanks in everything. Giving thanks in difficult circumstances is a small detail that makes a big difference.

Father, thank you that in every trial, challenge and difficulty, You are behind the scenes working things out for our good. Help us to see Your hand in everything. Amen.

God has not promised to keep us from life's storms but He will keep us through them...~

蔡淳佳-等一個晴天

Whenever I am at Emma's house using her desktop to play game at Facebook...~

Whenever I am at Emma's house using her desktop to play game at Facebook, I will realise that every website that I have gone to don't have any slow connection issue.

Especially when I am playing those Facebook game include Fish World and Happy Aquarium, the downloading speed is excellent and the fish movement are normal when I am trying to feed them as well.

As for the Farm Ville and Farm Town, no problem at her end coz almost every download and every game it work perfectly well. Whenever I am trying to compare to her about my Internet connection speed, I am rather upset most of the time. She is under Express Plan so far...

Whenever I am going to blogger to update or view through all those blog, everything will be excellent.

Sometimes, she will suggest to me as not to use my own Internet access just to meet her more often in order not to be angry and upset with the slow Internet connection that I have encountered so far...

I have been learning to master more than eight different game in Facebook recently...~

I have been learning to master more than eight different game in Facebook recently...

Even though I have encountered slow connection problem most of the time, I am learning to be more patience towards the network. In the meantime, I have visited Facebook more often compared to the Blogger and Yahoo Homepage.

Sometimes, while I am waiting for the new game application to be downloaded, I will rather choose to take a nap as everything will be alright when I awake once again.

The trick will be this... As long as I'll be patience and wait, the homepage that I choose to go will be able to download sooner or later through my past two and a half years experience... Lol...~

I must try to be patience and silence all the time...~

Whenever I have encountered slow connection in access Internet, nobody will be able to give me a proper good advice so far..!!

Whenever I have encountered slow connection in access Internet, nobody will be able to give me a proper good advice so far..!!

When they accuse that the wireless caused the main problem overall, I will always accused their network that always caused the main issue for this three months of monitoring and suffering as I have gone through...

Ever since I have upgraded to the MaxOnline Premium Plan, I need to overcome all those unnecessary problem and difficulty with anger and tears most of the day...

Sometimes, I just wonder why as I have been paying for it but I really don't get the right speed most of the time compared to my previous MaxOnline Express Plan with them..!!

I don't update all my blog often for this week coz I am rather busy playing Farm Town and Farm Ville game at Facebook...~

I don't update all my blog often for this week coz I am rather busy playing Farm Town and Farm Ville game at Facebook. Just this two games, I have spent lots of time taking care of those plantation and so on...

Fish World and Happy Aquarium, I need to feed and clean up the fish tank every few hours. Otherwise, all those fish will die within a day...

Restaurant City, I will need to operate it daily with 5 helpers with me now...

I am indeed more busy with all those stuff rather than doing my own thing now...

I have another huge problem now...~

I have another huge problem now...

After I have addicted on playing game at Facebook, I have been getting backache and neck ache recently. In order to stop all those pain that killing me, I have to quit or minimize in playing those game as from today.

I have so many farm to take care now. I am really exhausted most of the time...

Chinese Mid Autumn Festival or Moon Cake Festival

Moon Cake Festival: A Mid-Autumn Festival (Chung Chiu), the third major festival of the Chinese calendar, is celebrated on the 15th day of the eighth month. This festival corresponds to harvest festival s observed by Western cultures (in Hong Kong, it is held in conjunction with the annual Lantern Festival).

Contrary to what most people believe, this festival probably has less to do with harvest festivities than with the philosophically minded chinese of old. The union of man's spirit with nature in order to achieve perfect harmony was the fundamental canon of Taoism, so much so that contemplation of nature was a way of life.

This festival is also known as the Moon Cake Festival because a special kind of sweet cake (yueh ping) prepared in the shape of the moon and filled with sesame seeds, ground lotus seeds and duck eggs is served as a traditional Chung Chiu delicacy. Nobody actually knows when the custom of eating moon cake of celebrate the Moon Festival began, but one relief traces its origin to the 14th century. At the time, China was in revolt against the Mongols. Chu Yuen-chang, and his senior deputy, Liu Po-wen, discussed battle plan and developes a secret moon cake strategy to take a certain walled city held by the Mongol enemy. Liu dressed up as a Taoist priest and entered the besieged city bearing moon cake. He distributed these to the city's populace. When the time for the year's Chung Chiu festival arrived, people opened their cakes and found hidden messages advising them to coordinate their uprising with the troops outside. Thus, the emperor-to-be ingeniously took the city and his throne. Moon cake of course, became even more famous. Whether this sweet Chinese version of ancient Europe's "Trojan Horse" story is true, no one really known.

The moon plays a significant part of this festival. In Hong Kong, any open space or mountain top is crowded with people trying to get a glimpse of this season's auspicious full moon.

First lady on the moon: It is generally conceded that Neil Armstrong , the American astronaut, was the first man on moon ( he made that historic landing in 1969). But that's not necessarily the truth to Chinese, who believe that the first people on the moon was a beautiful woman who lived during the Hsia dynasty (2205-1766BC)

This somewhat complicated moon-landing story goes like this: A woman , Chang-O, was married to the great General Hou-Yi of the Imperial Guard. General Hou was a skilled archer. One day, at the behest of the emperor, he shot down eight of nine suns that had mysteriously appeared in the heaven that morning. His marksmanship was richly rewarded by the emperor and he became very famous. However, the people feared that these suns would appear again to torture them and dry up the planet, so they prayed to the Goddess of Heaven (Wang Mu) to make General Hou immortal so that he could always defend the emperor, his progeny and the country. Their wish was granted and General Hou was given a Pill of Immortality.

Another version of this story notes that Chang-O, the wife of the Divine Archer, shot down nine of ten suns plaguing the world and received the Herb of Immortality as a reward.

Whoever the hero was, Chang-O grabbed the pill (or the herb) and fled to the moon. In some versions it is uncertain whether she ever actually got there, because Chinese operas always portray her as still dancing-flying toward the moon.

When Chang-O reached the moon, she found a tree under which there was a friendly hare. Because the air on the moon is cold, she began coughing and the Immortality Pill came out of her throat. She thought it would be good to pound the pill into small pieces and scatter them on Earth so that everyone could be immortal. So she ordered the hare to pound the pill, built a palace for herself and remained on the moon.

This helpful hare is referred to in Chinese mythology as the Jade Hare. Because of his and Chang-O's legendary importance, you will see - stamped on every mooncake, every mooncake box, and every Moon Cake Festival poster - images of Chang-O and sometimes the Jade Hare.

The old man on the moon: There is a saying in Chinese that marriages are made in heaven and prepared on the moon. The man who does the preparing is the old man of the moon (Yueh Lao Yeh). This old man, it is said, keep as a record book with all the names of newborn babies. He is the one heavenly person who knows everyone's future partners, and nobody can fight the decisions written down in his book. He is one reason why the moon is so important in Chinese mythology and especially at the time of the Moon Festival. Everybody including children, hikes up high mountains or hills or onto open beached to view the moon in the hope that he will grant their wishes.

To celebrate this sighting of the moon, red plastic lanterns wrought in traditional styles and embellished with traditional motifs are prepared for the occasion. It is quite a sight to see Victoria Park in Causeway Bay, or Morse Park in Kowloon, alight with thousands of candlelit lanterns. These "Lantern Carnivals" also occur spontaneously on most of the colony's beaches.

The lantern are made in such traditional shapes are rabbits, goldfish, carps, butterflies, lobsters and star-shaped fruits. However, in modern Hong Kong you will also see lantern in the shape of missiles, airplanes, rockets, ships and tanks. In Chinese mythology, the butterfly is the symbols of longevity and the lobster the symbols or mirth. Star-shaped fruit is the seasonal fruit in the autumn, and the crap is an old symbol of the Emperor, personifying strength, courage, wisdow and, of course, power.

I have been using HP dv2 laptop, HP 2133 laptop and HP 8988 desktop since Tuesday, 29 September 2009...~

I have been using HP dv2 laptop, HP 2133 laptop and HP 8988 desktop since Tuesday, 29 September 2009.

Nevertheless, the connection speed remained the same as I am still facing the same problem when I try to access to Facebook - Restaurant City, Happy Aquarium and Fish World. I will always lost connection intermittently when I play those game...

It so co-incident that whatever website that I go to always give me trouble and problem most of the time. I really don't know what to do as to wait for the webpage to be downloaded again...

We don't know who will be the first five people we meet in heaven...~

We don't know who will be the first five people we meet in heaven. But we do know who the first One will be - the Lord Jesus...~

When we stand with Christ in glory, looking over life's finished story. Then Lord, shall I fully know - Not till then - how much I owe...

To be with Jesus forever is the sum of all happiness...~

Sometimes we need reminders that God is near. When trials come and God seems far away...~

Sometimes we need reminders that God is near. When trials come and God seems far away, remember Julie's prayer and the truth that we are just one prayer from connecting with the God of the universe (John 14:13).

God answers prayer, it is His sovereign way to freely give His blessings day by day; One earnest plea and lo! From heaven's throne the answer comes, for God has heard His own...~

God delights in the earnest prayers of His people...~

I have a bad flu, headache and fever this morning...~

Today... Monday, 28 September 2009...~

I have a bad flu, headache and fever this morning. My eye is so painful and my ear is blocked as well...

I am rather tired to get up from my bed even though it is already 11.45 am. As probably I am truly exhausted when I fall asleep last night with my phone switch on once again. I can't remember what time I have exactly gone back to sleep...

I need to go to bed as early as 7 pm but my mind is still working non-stop but I am really tired and sleepy by then...

Whenever I fall sick, my sms very powerful coz everyone will reply me at last as I will be busy sending sms by then. But I always can't type properly and always sent to wrong person most of the time...

This is my privilege to know those sincere and caring friends as always on my mind...

My favourite church is New Creation Church and my favourite pastor will be the Senior Pastor Joseph Prince...

Today... Sunday, 27 September 2009...~

My favourite church is New Creation Church and my favourite pastor will be the Senior Pastor Joseph Prince...

I am going to my favourite church service this afternoon with my niece. This Sunday Special Service will be at Singapore Indoor Stadium for the second service commence at 2.30 pm. We are rather excited and pleased with the two and a half hours amazing worship and sermon by Pastor Joseph Prince...

We go to the Cineleisure Orchard to have our dinner at one of the Japanese Restaurant. We both like the Chicken Katsudon set meal. Subsequently, we go shopping at The Heeren, Robinsons Centrepoint and Orchard Central...

A beautiful and wonderful day for both of us...

I must learn to forgive and I will be able to forget all those past history... ~

I must learn to forgive and I will be able to forget all those past history... I know that its not so easy to forget as I will surely try..!!

This is what I can do for those people who really care and treat me well all the time. I don't like to create another war for everyone at last...~

Whenever I do or take thing so seriously, I will be seriously injured most of the time...~

Whenever I do or take thing so seriously, I will be seriously injured most of the time. When I am seriously injured, I will feel rather upset and miserable for quite a while...

I must always remember this phrase in my mind when I feel sad all the time... "I won't cry, I must smile happily..." Not only to show all my friends I am fine and healthy as I really need to learn how to smile and laugh again. I don't have any peace of mind in me since then...

I have phobia to see them coz they might not be able to fix up problem on site even though they have spent more than 2 hours here..!!

I have phobia to see them coz they might not be able to fix up problem on site even though they have spent more than 2 hours here..!!

I will be able to sense that.. Even they have reposition the router within that room, change modem and router as well. All the problem might not solved coz if the problem caused is due to the international routing issue. They definitely can't fix up much thing here..!!

I don't want to be upset with them as you know my expectation at last. I need a smooth and fast speed after they come for the checking and fixing. I don't see any different if you able to think logically in my point of view..!!

If they spent 2 hours here but everything still remain the same, I will surely be angry and crazy once again..

I might not want to talk or trust anyone in future from then. You know that I hate those sweet words with no action in it..!!

I don't hope to see another war soon. That's why I would like to see the report of how they are going to fix up the problem before they come for the final appointment. It's not as simple as I am correct once again...

This is how I feel and how I have gone through during Sintel time... I really hate those mental torturing and suffering even though it has happened more than two and a half years ago but all all those unhappiness and bad memory still there...

God looks at the heart, not the hand; The giver, not the gift...~

The widow's sacrifice was an example and an encouragement to the disciples - and to us. She gave all she had. Have we ever been so generous? Jesus used an unnamed widow to teach us what giving is all about.

It was less than a cent, yet it was a priceless gift of love to God.

One grace each child of God can show is giving from a willing heart; Yet, if we wait till riches grow, it well may be we'll never start.

God looks at the heart, not the hand; The giver, not the gift...~

Almost every morning, my brain cell is stumbling as I keep pondering over the same matter so much...~

Almost every morning, my brain cell is stumbling as I keep pondering over the same matter so much...

Even they are able to give me a nice report of everything, what can I do..? The conclusion will be meeting up with the technicians at last as I truly have lots of phobia to see them right now..!!

I might burst into tears or will be disappeared during the appointment schedule if I am not happy any moment now... I am not ready at this time coz I am rather stressful...~

I have lots of doubts in my mind almost everyday...~

I have lots of doubts in my mind almost everyday. I have been pondering over it again and again...

My brain cell full of imaginative solution and ideal since the modem signal is stable on Tuesday, 15 September 2009...

Even I sleep, lots of wonderful puzzles come into my mind almost every single night. Sometimes, I will listen to those serious voice clips until I fall asleep. Sometimes, I will feel rather upset and burden in my heart. My eye fills with tears when I wake up early in the morning. I am rather tired and have headache most of the time. My brain and heart is bleeding all the time. That's why, I rather hope that I will be in coma as I don't have to think so much...

For quite sometimes I have not tried to send mms to all my friends...~

Today... Thursday, 24 September 2009...~

For quite sometimes I have not tried to send mms to all my friends coz I don't want to be upset with the Mobile Network once again...

I have tried to send a 78k mms at 1.25 pm but it takes more than 15 minutes but still unable to send out even though I have already left a Voice Mail for Andy and call up 1633 for MaxOnline tech support helpdesk at Philippines... The mms still unable to send out. I have to cancel and retry it for more than three continuous attempt. I am rather disappointed as well...

That's why I hate to send mms nowadays coz I don't want to be upset with the Mobile Network. If I have many more unhappiness happening and frustration, I will try to mms to all my friends...

Use God's Weapon To Combat Stress...~

God showed me a picture of what many of us are like during this day. We wake up in the morning, and we are already playing out the day challenges in our minds.

You may not realise this, but whenever you are fearful of something, your mind goes into a knot. Your body is primed with stress and fear even before you start your day. So, long before you have that pounding headache and trembling heart, you are all "knotted up" on the inside.

But Jesus has not left us without any defence against stress, worries and fears. He has given us a weapon that is not of this world. The moment you sense tightness and apprehension, untie your knots on the inside by praying in tongues. When you pray in tongues, you are labouring to enter God's wonderful, divine rest and releasing your anger, resentment and stress. You are untying your knots and setting yourself free.

This article excerpted from the message How To Love Life And See Good Days preached by Pastor Joseph Prince on 4 January 2009...~
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Psalms 23:1-6... The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters...~

Psalms 23:1-6... The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me, your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever... Amen...~

Green Apple vs Red Apple...~

Green Apple vs Red Apple... I prefer green apple coz I dislike red and the sweetness in it. I will rather choose sour to sweet most of the time.

Even though I favour green apple more but if those apples are rotten or too sour, I dislike it forever...

At last, I will need to choose Strawberry, Cherry and Nectarine. All red in colour now. They are my favourite fruits that have good source of vitamins C and good for health and well being... Lol...~

They suspect my modem caused the main problem previously. Right now, they suspect my router caused the main wireless problem once again..!!

They suspect my modem caused the main problem previously. Right now, they suspect my router caused the main wireless problem once again..!!

Sometimes, I am rather confused and upset with all those crappy excuses all the time..!!

I truly hate that as can't they give me a much logical as not this type of irrational excuses most of the time as I am really sick of it almost every time I have encountered the same problem again...

I think so much coz my left and right brain have logical response most of the time...~

I think so much coz my left and right brain have logical response most of the time as Emma knows that as well...

Those people who handle me personally or know me well enough aware that it is really true all the time.

I hate to create fairy tale story or make up an illogically story for all my friends to support me. I believe in truth and righteousness. As God will be able to know and understand how I have gone through during this difficult time with bitterness and sadness almost everyday. With anger and tears almost every night. Even I turned crazy or admitted to the hospital one day as I told Emma that, she will know how to deal with them as well...

This is the true story and the feeling towards those unprofessional and hypocrite people at last...

God will know how to deal with you one day as I know. The day will be coming soon...

My mind fills with one million of puzzles almost every time...~

My mind fills with one million of puzzles almost every time...

Whenever I look at the modem and router, I am trying not to be so doubtful and creative all the time but I will be able to think and know something strange..!!

Whenever I try to monitor the modem signal once again, I won't be happy coz they really make me think so much at last as I truly don't understand why..!!

I will treat as if nothing happen right now..??!!

When the modem lost signal and was down on Wednesday, 9 September 2009, it made me walk 40 steps x 40 times...~

When the modem lost signal and was down on Wednesday, 9 September 2009, it made me walk 40 steps x 40 times until my left leg hurt and painful on the next day...

Do you think I will be able to forget all these bad incident..? Whenever I look at the modem or switch on to the router in the morning, I will try to check whether it is fine or in coma once again. I really hate this phobia life in me even though I sleep as I can't rest in peace too...

Tong Hua [piano] - Guang Liang

It seems that the modem signal back to normal once again but the wireless network connection speed is rather slow...~

It seems that the modem signal back to normal once again but the wireless network connection speed is rather slow during certain time since Tuesday, 22 September 2009...

I have lots of doubt in my mind now that nobody able to answer me so far..!!

I need to choose to be silence and patience at this time. Otherwise, I won't be able to arrange for any house call for sure...

When Willy said this word, "Starhub won't do that to me..." on Wednesday, 2 September 2009...~

When Willy said this word, "Starhub won't do that to me..." on Wednesday, 2 September 2009... Of course I know that Starhub surely won't do that to me but for hunman being and their human nature, I can't trust them at all..!! Right now I will be able to think wild coz I have offended so many tech support and so many Fake Angel have offended me as well due to my blog as I am rather famous now..!!

If I insist in the investigation of the matter seriously, what Starhub will be able to assist me at last. I really don't know. I don't hope that my six sense will be correct once again...