My right hand really so painful until I fainted

My right hand really so painful until I nearly fainted and cried...

There are itchy rashes on my right hand after I have taken out the bandage which is so tight...

For almost an hour, it almost killing me softly with ants bites as I can recall back right now...

I have wake up so early in the morning or perhaps a midnight due to some alert noise on my iPhone...

I remember I have typed an email until I fall asleep as I am not very sure what I have sent out earlier on...

I have a short-term memory lost whenever I feel upset and depressed at time...