Even my modem is in coma or the signal down anytime now, I won't be able to meet the technicians as well...~

Even my modem is in coma or the signal down anytime now, I won't be able to meet the technicians as well. Just because I hate Starhub Network at this time and no point to be angry and upset with them when they come for the house call any moment now...

I never get prepared with such a bitterness heart at this time. I really don't know what difficult thing I will do when I see them or maybe what they will do to all my equipment as well. I really lost trust and confident at this time with many more doubts and new problem arise day and night...

It's indeed killing me any moment when I open up my eye to see now...~