I have lots of doubts in my mind almost everyday...~

I have lots of doubts in my mind almost everyday. I have been pondering over it again and again...

My brain cell full of imaginative solution and ideal since the modem signal is stable on Tuesday, 15 September 2009...

Even I sleep, lots of wonderful puzzles come into my mind almost every single night. Sometimes, I will listen to those serious voice clips until I fall asleep. Sometimes, I will feel rather upset and burden in my heart. My eye fills with tears when I wake up early in the morning. I am rather tired and have headache most of the time. My brain and heart is bleeding all the time. That's why, I rather hope that I will be in coma as I don't have to think so much...