I won't cry, I must smile happily...~

Whenever I have flipped through the history from my past records that was with me, I have written down this phrase, "I won't cry, I must smile happily..."

During that time, I must be going through lots of bitterness and sadness as well. I will be able to remember if I am going to read through the Princess Prisc Journey one more time but I never do so coz I already have so many problem right now...~

I know that you will be able to assist me at last coz I put all my trust in you...~